I think I'm addicted to being high/intoxicated..?

You NEED to tell someone you trust & someone who can help you!!! & you are only saying that you do not want to stop because YOU ARE AN ADDICT!!! You need to stop, you can find yourself in Jail. Everytime you get the urge TRY YOUR BEST to distract your self you don't wanna be all fuckedd up at the age off 14!!!!!